Hello Dear, 1st is my honest request don’t trash it before you read all. If you want to translate to your language, I will share the soft version also. Thank you Sigmund Freud said, “We choose not randomly each other. We meet only those who already exists in our subconscious.” I don’t know if this is true or not, but I do know that we may have met before, perhaps even before we were born. I may not be writing it in this manner but sometimes emotionality took over the rationality and we become vulnerable to our own thoughts. This is the moment of ultimate disgrace for our own selves because we could not be able to say what we wanted to say and consequently we failed to express our real feelings. However, I just hate to say it in the way which many others do because I think I have a unique emotional concern while saying it but alas! I am afraid I could not be able to express it as I feel…. I tried hard to find that way but failed. I don’t know what happens to me, what I know about me is not the one who I am in your matter. If I come forward and express my feelings in presence it can cost me your cute smile, which I can’t bear. This is the fear why I am writing to you instead of asking you in presence.
I don’t know about the consequences when you will say no to me, for sure somehow it may hurt me, but I can’t be just feeling scary and let the time to go. I am writing this letter for you with the hope that if your answer is even no, afterwards again if we meet somewhere in this mortal world, you will smile and say hi to me. What I want to say is that I met and saw many beautiful girls from different nations having different colors, different appearance and so on. But there was no one who cracked through my heart as you did. Yes, I always comment on girls such as wao so beautiful, hot, etc. but that doesn’t mean I want them forever. Furthermore, I want to mention few words to describe your elegance keeping in mind that it will not hurt your feelings and self-respect. I found you a very beautiful and attractive girl. You looked so much beautiful and pretty to me. I don’t want to go more in detail to describe your beauty if I do so I may short of words. When I say this, I am referring to your appearance and your attractive look. You cracked through my heart forcefully, I had no intention to reach you, I just wanted to save you in my heart, in my eyes and in my memories. I tried to control my feelings, but I couldn’t control myself and one day I came forward and talked to you. I’m an introvert, because I am carrying so much pain with a broken heart, but still smiling always. I believe in present, and I must move on with a smiling face. I don’t believe in the theory of “Love at first sight” but after seeing you, I can say it may be true. So, I would just say, I liked you at first sight rather than saying I fell in love with you. I wish to have relationship with you, but I also must know your opinion which is most important. Conclusively, I am proposing you for having relationship if it’s suiting you🥰💖 if you are available. If you would ask me this question then defiantly my answer will be, I wish you to be my queen forever, queen of my heart, whom I wish to rule my heart forever ♥. I would keep you within my heart forever until my last breath, I’ll care you more than a queen, more than my life and spend my whole life with you. I will not be the 1st and last person but an only man who will always stand side by side with you. I am not promising you, but I am giving you my words and I will try my best to fulfil it. I can’t bring stars and moon for you but whatever will be in my capacity I’ll do for you and will try to keep you always happy, here again I don’t want to promise because I am human but yes, I’ll try to give u every slight happiness to keep the cutest smile on your face always. Yes, somehow, I am selfish because I love your smile and I will do my best to maintain this smile on your face forever. Maria, I prefer to be straight forward and I am. As I am proposing you straightforwardly, rather than talking left and right, but I’m expecting the same, it’s better to reject my proposal but not to give false hopes, promises and put my proposal on hold. Yes, for sure you are free to take time to respond me and know me if you want to, and not rejecting my proposal instantly. However, I wish you could give me a chance to express my feelings more. I’m very good in expressing my feelings in presence but as a explain earlier I don’t want to lose you; I can’t brave the cost of your smile. If I asked you directly you may get afraid of me and think this man is very rude and you may not say hi to me again, I don’t want this, therefore I am repeating again that this the reason why I am writing to you. Well, language of love, feelings, emotions don’t need any supportive words as it is direct connection between two soul and heart. Someway, it may be surprising for you, how a stranger can say such things and can have such feelings from first sight as he doesn’t know you. But for me it doesn’t matter to know someone so deeply then to express my feelings. There are few reasons behind it. As, I do believe that every human is good, everyone owns good heart, and good soul. I just look at the positive aspects of a person rather than finding/doing research to find negativity in the person, and then pass judgment to declare that person bad or good. Also, I don’t look at human nature their likes and dislikes, for sure yours’s can never be same as mine, and I don’t think that there is any possibility to find two humans having same nature and soul. For these differences there is word used “compromise”, without compromising it is not possible to keep any relationship. So, it’s a useless theory to find a best match in terms of nature, like and dislikes etc. Moreover, there is also another prospective that sometimes we know someone very deeply but unfortunately, they are not ours, or we are not enough interested to make them our life partners. Additionally, sometimes we failed to get a most knowing person in our life with whom we spent many years of our life with the intentions of having him/her as our life partner forever, but due to any reason we lost that person. So, this theory is also worthless for me. Hence, any reason of getting good vibes and interest in someone is fine for me to approach. But it also doesn’t mean I am proposing girls every day. It has been so long that I am single and not approached anyone for years, I am sure you are the 2nd one after long time to whom I want to be my queen. Let me make clear 1 more thing yes you are so beautiful and pretty to me, but it doesn’t mean that I love your appearance and will love only your appearance forever, for sure I want to love your soul, I want it, and I need your soul also. Life is too short, I would wish to spend it with you happily in love and peace, even I want you to be my life. Furthermore, I’ll say again that a stranger is down for you. I believe in freedom of expression, thoughts, emotions, and feelings. Every human has own life and priorities, so you may not like me my appearance whatever, that’s fine. And it’s understandable for me because I’m not proposing every girl to be my queen but you. So, it means I’m interested in you, you are my priority, I like you, not every girl I see on the streets. I’m ok with it if you will reject my proposal.
Hyyy dear Maria, I can’t show you my heart to make you believe in me, but this letter is deeply from my heart. Even these are not just words but feelings that are coming from the bottom of my heart and I am translating these feelings to words by using my hands and keep writing. But still, I would say I don’t have enough words to express my heart feelings that I have towards you. Maybe, you will not trust, or it will be so hard to trust that quickly, but it is, how it is, and you can take time to answer my proposal if it is not rejected at first read. But if my proposal is rejected in 1st sight then just tell me clearly. And yes, I promise if you say no to me, I won’t bother you again. And then I will keep looking forward to living my life. And if you give me a chance, I will try to get your trust and make you believe in me. Naturally, its normal, I may also not trust in someone’s proposal so quickly.
Most important, I deeply concern that I don’t disrespect you by writing this letter, and if you are in relationship with someone then sure I do apologize for this letter. But I really couldn’t control my heart to express my feelings.
Lastly, I’m sharing my Instagram and WhatsApp, if you want to say something I would be happy to see. A hard task how to handover this letter to you hahah but you will be surprised my way of giving you this letter. Ahhh look at me its 2022 ending by I am still writing a letter to propose a girl. Hahah this big man is feeling fear that Maria shouldn’t feel afraid of me. Ohhh I am not nervous this is just an informal proposal. Just say yes once and then I will propose you wherever you want how you want but within my capacity. Maria just closes your eyes and say yes. I’ll keep you as queen the happiest girl on the planet my dear. Just give me your hand, hold my hand take a long breath get relax and come to me forever.
I won’t say goodbye…… as you cracked through my heart, but to say, see you. Take good care of yourself.
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